Goodbye 2011

YAY!!!!! Its finally here!!!!! [= 2012 baby!!!! [=
2011 was THE MOST stressful, dramatic and complicated year of my life! It started out with me screaming "HALA" with Sadie. My first hug was with Colton, and my first glare was to Jax. Sure the year was filled with fun, joy and all that great stuff. But sadly when you look in the past all we remember is the bad things in life. So the year 2011 will be forever know as 'the dark age' to me. It came in great and it WILL go out with a bang!!! (its just the stuff in the middle i don't like so much). So as this year end and we all move on i just have to say 1 thing:

GOODBYE 2011, DON'T LET THE DOOR HIT YOU ON THE WAY OUT! [=

Holy Wow...

Okay. . . so i just remembered that i had a blog... i know, im so stupid hahaha [= but what would i be like if i weren't stupid? i mean i wouldnt even be lulu unless i was stupid and crazy [=

When I See You...

When I see you,
I can't help but feel
That we're the perfect two.

When you see me,
I fly to the top
Cause I'm filled with glee.

Whenever we dance
Everyone else is gone
Cause we're in perfect romance.

When I'm filled with fear
I can't help but wish
That you were with me here.

When you just walk by
Without a second glance
All i can think is "why?".

Now all I want to know
Is if this is really true,
And not just a little show



(I wrote this in October, so i am not breaking my man diet. I just felt the need to post this poem because i wrote it in only 23 minutes!!!)

(also, there are more poem i have that i kinda want to post soooo be prepared for them!! [= )

The Help

Okay, so yesterday i finished reading the help.

I started reading it because i saw the movie and knew there were some things that they really cant fit into a 2 hour movie. so i wanted to read the book. i did and it was truly amazing!!! I really would encourage (woah big word for lulu) you to read it. Although i must warn you, it swears quite a bit but its just to create the setting, Jackson Mississippi. but other than that, it is really one of the best books i have ever read. [=

My Man Diet

Terms And Conditions
(.....my explanation.....)

In short, my man diet means that I am still allowed to like men, i just cant act upon my feelings.

But if you want the lengthy (and deep [sorry inside joke (kinda[woah... this is like inception...(you know, a thought within a thought)])]) version, then here. Have it!

Meaning, that if I have feelings for a boy, I cant:
Gawk over him,
Flirt with him,
Talk with my friends how amazingly handsome he is
Freak out over every little thing he does
Or walk up to him and request a hug.

But i can still participate in the following:
A guy can come up to me and give me a hug
I can still talk about guys as long as its not infatuation on my part
I can let my friends tell about their men
Talking with my guy buds

I am still not sure what the consequences of breaking this man diet is....
Maybe I'll get really fat...
Cause that's what happens when someone breaks their diet with food.... [=


Love always,
lulu [=

Him....

"Him".
There really isnt a "him" in my life.
Well really there are so many "him"s that there isnt just one single "him"
so whenever i say "him" i actually have to explain who im talking about..
This is waaaaayyy out of control..
Which is why,,,,
I DECIDED TO GO ON A MAN DIET!!! [=


(the terms and conditions and consequences of this man diet will by listed later on)